Where to Choose

  WHERE TO CHOOSE

  A Carole Ann Gibson Mystery

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  Table of Contents

  Title Page

  PENNY MICKELBURY

  Where to Choose is a work of fiction.

  CHAPTER ONE

  CHAPTER TWO

  CHAPTER THREE

  CHAPTER FOUR

  CHAPTER SIX

  CHAPTER EIGHT

  CHAPTER NINE

  CHAPTER TEN

  CHAPTER ELEVEN

  CHAPTER TWELVE

  CHAPTER THIRTEEN

  CHAPTER FOURTEEN

  CHAPTER FIFTEEN

  CHAPTER SIXTEEN

  CHAPTER SEVENTEEN

  CHAPTER EIGHTEEN

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  About the Author

  PENNY MICKELBURY

  Where to Choose is a work of fiction.

  Names, characters, places and incidents either

  are products of the author’s imagination, or are

  used fictitiously. Any resemblance to any actual

  events, locales, or persons, living or dead, is

  entirely coincidental.

  CHAPTER ONE

  He couldn’t understand why he could not walk. First, he stumbled on the cobblestone walkway, then he staggered into the tight, thick grass. He wasn’t drunk, though he wanted to be, and darkness was not the problem; this night was brightened by moon and stars. Nor was it the fact that he was in unfamiliar surroundings. He was not the kind of man to be intimidated by places or people unknown to him. So how, then, to explain this sudden unsteadiness?

  He forced himself to stand still and upright and he sniffed the air like the coyotes in the hills above his native village, seeking his bearings. He scanned the four directions and saw houses and flowers and trees and breathed in the scents emanating from them, including the jacaranda, which was the name of this unfamiliar place. Most of the houses glowed golden from light within and once or twice he caught the swift shadows of people passing before the windows. Again, he sniffed the air, allowing the odor of food to override the scent of the foliage. He was hungry. He should return to his friends. He should never have left; the jefe would be angry. But so what? The jefe always seemed angry about some­thing. Angry enough to leave him hungry? Yes. The jefe was the kind of man who would punish so cruelly.

  Unconsciously and instinctively his knees bent slightly and his head drooped. He cursed to himself as every sense and emotion in­tensified: Hunger, thirst, and anger at the thought of being deprived of sustenance. Then he cocked his head to one side. Footsteps. He moved to­ward them. Perhaps the jefe had been angry enough to come for him. And if not, perhaps the approaching person could direct him to his friends.

  He could tell that she was an old woman, though she was differ­ent from the old women of his home village: She was thin and walked straight and strong, if slowly. The old women at home were gordo and shuffled as they walked. He scrutinized the two bags she carried, one in each hand, then he stepped forward.

  “Buenos noches, senora. Donde esta la casa seguro?”

  “I’m sorry, senor, I don’t understand,” she said with a slight smile of apology. “My Spanish is not at all good and I am sorry.” She shook her head apologetically. She had understood only that he’d said, “good evening,” and that he asked where something was. That was all she understood and she was sorry that she could not help. Af­ter more than forty years in America, her English was excellent, almost as perfect as her native Ethiopian; but it was only after moving to Jacaranda Estates a year ago that she began to learn Spanish.

  He did not understand any of her words and he misunderstood the message of her shaking head. His anger rose and he reached out to her. “Digame, senora, donde esta la casa seguro?”

  She backed several steps away from him, confused by his anger, and stepped off the walkway and into the grass, and began walking rapidly away. But not rapidly enough. She was old and frightened and he was young and angry. He had her in his grasp in a single lunge. It had been his intention to demand a response from her until he saw her eyes. He couldn’t name what exactly he saw reflected there, but he knew it was ugly and directed at him. His fists became their own agents, pummeling her face and head. Briefly and quickly. Not much more was required. She was old and frail and he was young and strong. She dropped into the grass and he looked down at her and the rage drained from him.

  Because he had never before experienced terror he didn’t know what to call this feeling he had. But he did understand the basics of survival, so he retrieved the bags that the woman had dropped and, turning in a tight circle like a dog seeking just the right location, he chose a direction and began to run.

  CHAPTER TWO

  Her feet pounded out the rhythm of her frustration on the asphalt path angling down through Rock Creek Park toward the Potomac. She literally was trying to outrun weeks of sleepless nights and anger and sadness and solitude. But as she ran her mind picked up and played an old refrain: You can run but you can’t hide. So, if she couldn’t run away from her misery, she would happily accept run­ning herself into a state of fatigue that would guarantee a full night’s uninterrupted sleep. Her body and her mind were equally fatigued and her behavior was the result made manifest. She could not live the rest of her life apologizing for her bad behavior—behavior over which she had no control.

  The more she thought about Jake Graham the angrier she be­came and the harder she ran. It was his own fault that she’d snarled at him. When he appeared unannounced and uninvited at her door the night before, politeness forced her to open the door and let him in. Then he’d accused her of drinking too much and wallowing in her misery, as if he had a right to say these things. Damn him! She had every right to drink as much as she wanted and to wallow with all her might.

  “I don’t want to feel better, Jake, I want to feel what I’m feeling. Go away and leave me alone.”

  “I can’t leave you alone, C.A., I care about you.”

  “I don’t want you to care about me, I want you to leave me alone.” Then he’d looked at her in a new way. Sort of quizzically, but with a heavy layer of pain, and, walking toward the door, he’d told her that she was the only person outside his immediate family that he’d ever truly cared about.

  “It takes me all my life to learn how to care and you tell me not to do it.” And he’d walked out, gently slamming the door.

  She ran harder and faster with anger, frustration, pain, and guilt hard on her heels. Her own Four Horsemen. She worked at laying the blame on Jake. He deserved it. HE-DE-SERVED-IT. Her feet echoed the rhythm and the message. She had other friends and none of them did the things Jake did. They didn’t smother her with unwanted advice and concern. They didn’t have food from her fa­vorite restaurant delivered twice a week to make sure she’d eat. They didn’t appear like some kind of divine visitation at her door when she refused to answer the phone for days at a time. They didn’t count the empty wine and beer bottles in the recycling bin by the kitchen door. They didn’t chastise her announced intention to come completely unhinged over the course of the coming week. So what if Jake had saved her life? She’d saved his—figuratively if not literally—which evened their score card in her estimation. So why couldn’t he just love her from a distance, like the others? Why couldn’t he be a real friend and leave her alone!

  Carole Ann Gibson was a criminal defense attorney who no longer was
associated with a law firm and who hadn’t set foot in a court­room in a year. Jacob Graham was a homicide detective who no longer worked for the police department who hadn’t investigat­ed a murder for almost exactly the same length of time. The two of them were inextricably bound.

  The Watergate complex and the Kennedy Center came into view as she rounded the bend where Virginia Avenue bisected Rock Creek Parkway, sterile and pristine and sturdy like the monuments they emulated. The lazy Potomac meandered toward National Air­port and Virginia. She should, she knew, make the left turn, cross the parkway, and head home. She’d run her four miles and she was tired. But she was not exhausted, and without exhaustion, she would not sleep. And she needed to sleep. Wanted desperately to sleep.

  So, she continued to run, past the oval Watergate and the alabaster KenCen, beside the Potomac, toward the real monu­ments—Washington, Jefferson, Lincoln—that, for many, defined Washington, wanting desperately to experience joy in the golden union of river and sky and earth that was taking place in the west; to acknowledge in a more than intellectual way the return of spring.

  But when she thought of spring she remembered that one year ago she still had a husband, still had a life; and for some reason, that thought, at that moment, produced an overwhelming sense of fa­tigue. Without slowing her pace, she changed direction and headed home, not caring why the one thought that had not left her for a sin­gle second during the last year had finally exhausted her. Perhaps it was the fact of carrying it for a year. Maybe that was it. Maybe after a year all things changed shape and form and became something else. That thought made her weak in the knees, forced her to slow her pace to keep from falling.

  CHAPTER THREE

  She faced him across the desk and they took their time, each taking the measure of the other. Carole Ann sat erect in the cushioned armchair because that’s how she sat—not because she was tense or nervous. She was more relaxed than she’d been in months. The beige linen suit and the white silk and linen skinny tee shirt she wore exhibited barely a hint of a wrinkle. She rested her arms on the chair’s arms and crossed her long legs. She’d said what she’d come to say and was comfortable waiting, still and silent, for his re­sponse.

  Jake leaned back in the swivel chair that enveloped him like a schoolkid who’d sneaked into the principal’s chair and which would have made many men look ridiculous. His hands were folded on the top of the darkly gleaming rosewood. Only someone who knew her well—and Jake Graham knew her better than most—could have seen past the surface elegance to note that the exquisite suit, tailor made for her, hung too loosely on the too-lean frame.

  She was a striking woman—only three inches shy of six feet tall and so sure of herself that many who encountered her thought her arrogant. Jake knew better. He hadn’t known her very long—just a year—and didn’t presume to think that he knew all there was to know about her; but he did know that she’d earned the right to be called the best damn trial lawyer in town. And in a town like Wash­ington, DC, where the criminals sometimes were the people who wrote the laws, that was no mean feat.

  “I’ve been begging you for the last month to help me out on this case,” he said, tapping the maroon file folder in the center of his desk, “and for a month you’ve been telling me to shove it up my ass.”

  “I have never, ever said those words to you, Jacob Graham, and you know it.” She leaned forward, her eyes flashing as she fixed him with a stare that unnerved every human who’d experienced it—ex­cept him.

  “Intent, Counselor,” he said with a small smile, the one that if it grew would transform his compact, dark brown face into a thing of miraculous beauty. “I understand what you mean no matter what you say.” He pushed the chair back, stood up, and began to pace the room slowly, deliberately, nothing in his movement giving clue to the fact that four months ago he needed two crutches to walk; that not quite a year ago he was confined to a wheelchair, unable to move his legs, the result of a bullet he’d taken in the back while investi­gating the murder of Carole Ann’s husband.

  “You’re what made me change my mind, Jake, the fact that you’re so often right about my life. You’ve been insisting for weeks that I should help you with this case, so I come here ready to help, but instead of the welcome mat I get ques­tions and suspicions. What am I supposed to do with that?” She shrugged, raised her hands palms up, beseechingly, and looked past him, as if she could see through the charcoal mesh curtain that cov­ered the wall of extra-thick security glass behind his desk.

  He strolled back to the desk and lowered himself into the chair and resumed his tap-tap-tapping of the folder. Then he looked di­rectly at her. “You wanna tell me what’s chewing on your ass so you can stop chewing on mine?” he growled at her.

  So she told him about the article she’d read in Sunday morning’s newspaper about a young man arrested for assaulting and robbing a fe­male jogger the previous Friday evening and tossing her into the Tidal Basin, where she’d drowned in just a few feet of water because she couldn’t swim. He watched her face as she explained how, five years ago, when she’d been that young man’s attorney, she’d pushed and prodded and pleaded and cajoled until the system finally blinked and she was able to get that young man tried and sentenced as a juvenile instead of as an adult, as the prosecutor had intended. And because of her efforts, instead of still being in jail as he would have been had he been tried as an adult, he had served his time and had been released to commit another murder. A woman was dead and it was her fault.

  “You’re here because you’re feeling guilty?” Jake asked.

  She nodded. “In part.”

  “What’s the other part?” Unease crept in as he recalled an old adage: Be careful what you ask for because you just might get it. He’d asked for her help and now that she was here, it could prove to be a major mistake.

  She sensed his shift. “I felt badly about not helping you,” she said, eyeing him warily. “You came to me as a friend. I should have re­sponded as such.” She sat back in her chair and folded her hands in her lap. She began turning the heavy gold wedding ring on her fin­ger—a recent habit that she vowed to end.

  “Timing is either everything or it ain’t shit,” he muttered, run­ning his hands through hair he didn’t have.

  “What does that mean?” His unease had spread to her and she sat even more upright and still, a wary look on her face.

  He tapped the folder that was almost the same color as the desk with his index finger, then picked it up, studied it as if deciding what he should do with it, and tossed it across the glossy surface of the desk to her. “Does the name Gloria Jenkins ring a bell?” And when she shrugged he added, “how about Ricky “Ricardo” Ball?”

  Carole Ann stared at the folder in her hands, then dropped it into her lap, still staring at it as if she could read the words through the cover. Eyes still down, she nodded slowly as the recollection of Gloria Jenkins and Ricky Ball rushed back. “He’s in prison and she’s in the witness protection program, prob­ably thousands of miles from here. So what’s the case, Jake?” She struggled to maintain her normal voice.

  “He escaped from a halfway house and she’s behind that glass,” he said, gesturing with a nod of his head over his right shoulder to the security room behind the wall behind his desk.

  “Ricky Ball in a halfway house? How is that possible?” He’d been convicted of three counts of premeditated, first-degree murder, as well as rape, aggravated assault, kidnapping, malicious wounding, and a few things she couldn’t remember. What she did remember was that he remained one of the most vicious people she’d ever en­countered and that she’d had no regrets when her defense of him failed.

  She’d been his court-appointed attorney, back in the days when there existed a pool of private defense attorneys from which judges would choose defenders of the indigent. Back in the days when she was just building her reputation as one of the best criminal defense attorneys in town. On the entire East Coast. She’d lost the case but ha
d won considerable attention for her handling of it. That case had put her on the map.

  “He served a third of his sentence. He behaved himself in the joint, where he also found Jesus. Or Mohammed. Or some damn kind of savior. He got his high school diploma. And he convinced the parole board that he was a worthy risk. It’s all right there in the file,” he drawled, pointing to the closed folder in her lap, and she knew that his jaws were clenched so tightly to prevent him from ex­pressing the disdain that most, if not all, cops who’ve worked homi­cide have for most, if not all, lawyers who’ve defended murderers. She also could discern his regret at confronting her with exactly the brand of guilt she’d been battling when she walked in the door.

  “What’s Gloria Jenkins doing in the next room?”

  “First thing Ricky did was go after her mother.”

  “Jesus Christ.” Carole Ann flipped open the folder in her lap and read the details that would define Gloria Jenkins, the only witness brave enough—or foolish enough or angry enough—to testify against Ricky Ball. Even after two other scheduled witnesses were fished out of the Anacostia River, she’d testified. Carole Ann had tried—without much force, as she recalled—to shake Gloria Jenk­ins’s testimony, but the woman was steadfast in her identification of Ricky Ball as the man who stood on the corner of East Capitol Street and Kentucky Avenue, illuminated by the streetlight and the full moon, within spitting distance of RFK Stadium, and sprayed a back­yard barbecue party with machine-gun fire.

  Gloria Jenkins had been sitting in her own backyard, on the screened porch, with her mother, her two children, her female lover, and a gay male friend, talking among themselves, drinking lemon­ade, and enjoying the music and noise from the party across the al­ley. They knew the party-givers but had not been invited because Gloria’s newly proclaimed sexual freedom made her neighbors un­comfortable. Anyway, it was the middle of July and too hot to be in­side. She’d seen the black BMW convertible screech to a halt, had seen Ricky Ball get out of the backseat, stand on the trunk, raise the weapon, and begin firing. For several seconds screams and machine-gun fire vied with each other for control of the summer night air. Then the odors of blood and fear overwhelmed the scent of chicken and burgers.